The garden was overgrown now (writing prompt)
The garden was overgrown now and hid the cottage completely.
The unpruned Bougenvillia had spread and a web of thorny stems, leaves and flowers had
grown all over the gate and the boundary wall. I could see dirty green moss sticking
out of the grill and there was a rusted iron handle staring at me.
"Is this the Red and Blue cottage you told us
about", asked my nine year old daughter, Ananya.
"Oh mom you were so lucky! You grew up in a house
surrounded by a jungle", screamed, Ajit, my 6-year-old son, running
towards the old gate.
My husband, Ajay, and I had settled in San Francisco ten
years ago and our visit to India had brought us to this old house in the
outskirts of Shimla. It was true that I had grown up in this red and blue
house, where my father, a writer had written most of his award winning books,
and mom had worked in the local school to keep herself busy.
My parents had moved into the cottage when I was a couple of
years old. My younger sister was born in
this very cottage. My earliest memories are of mom sitting in the bright
sunshine in the open verandah and me on the swing hung from an old tree near
the boundary wall.
My Red and Blue house
had been a delightful place. Clean wooden flooring with rugs from the local
market spread all over, an old but functional fireplace in the living room and
the warm, large kitchen with Maya, our maid, always eager to shoo me out. Of
course, I never went away without a few cookies in my hands.
A wooden creaking staircase took us to the three bedrooms on
the first floor of the cottage. I remember the branches of a tree peeping through
my window. Mom always found it difficult to shut that widow because the branch
had grown many more branches, and pushing them back to shut the window was
quite an effort for her. The window sill was my favorite spot. I loved the tree
and envied the squirrels dancing on their toes and birds chirping away happily.
I often imagined wild things in the night. One night I
dreamt I had climbed out of the window and a bird with large green and pink
wings had carried me into the hills with full moon keeping us company. I woke
up that morning to Maya's banging on my bedroom door disappointed that my
journey had been cut shot. The whole day I had been cranky and upset till night
came and with the darkness some more exciting dreams.
Some of the stories I tell Ananya and Ajit are the ones I
had dreamt as an eight-year-old and were so lovely that I never forgot them.
In school, I was a day boarder, but children came to study
from all over the country and they stayed in the school hostel. I had plenty of
friends who stayed there. Often I felt sad going back home and leaving them
behind to their exciting lives in the dormitory. However, my devious mind found
innovative ways to contribute from behind the scene. Once I left a Christmas
gift for the warden on the doorsteps of the hostel. It was a beautifully
wrapped shoe box with a semi conscious frog inside. We had dissected the same
frog in the Zoology lab in the morning. The whole hostel was in splits but only
a few had been let into my secret plan.
I was a born leader but not really a bossy type. My friends
were proud of my risk taking ability and depended on me for advice. I had this
wonderful story telling talent. I managed to make every situation hilarious and
sound real. Often I forgot the original plot after weaving so much imaginary
stuff around it. I plotted with my friends all through my years in School. We
did get into trouble with our school teachers and get punished on various
occasions. However, most of it was harmless mischief done to get over our day
to day class-room boredom.
I so very much wanted to be a boarder like my friends that I
wished hard that my parents would move to some other city. My parents stayed
put and it was I who moved over to Delhi to study Economics after finishing
school. All my friends had left for different places and the cottage was
not much fun anymore.
Coming back to the red and blue cottage with my children
Ananya and Ajit had brought a flood of memories. My mother had moved in with my
sister in Singapore, after we lost our dad. She visited me often but never
spoke about our life in Shimla.
I think she felt a deep pain when my dad died suddenly of a
heart-attack and she could not get him to the hospital in time. For miles and
miles around the cottage there was no medical facility available. Both being in
good health had somehow assumed they would never fall sick.
Standing outside the now rusted cottage, I felt an urge to break
open the past and enter my forgotten childhood again. Ajit and Ananya had never
seen their grandparents home.
A couple of months later, I had a surprise for my sister. I
sent her a mail with pictures of our freshly painted and renovated childhood
home. I had spent all the money my mother had left us both to get the job done.
Luckily I had traced an old friend of my
father who lived in the city. His son was an interior designer who had recently
converted an old heritage property into a five-star hotel in Shimla. He was now
interested in working for himself and we thought he would be the right person
for renovating the cottage for us.
I had given him only one instruction, "Let the soul of
the cottage live".
With the grass around cottage gone so are the cobwebs in my
mind that had tormented me for so many years. I had always felt awful that we
were so far away when my dad died, leaving my mother to deal with it alone. I feel I have begun to live again. Whenever, I
visit the cottage I can feel the warmth and
presence of my parents there.
Even in San Francisco I dream about the red and blue
cottage. The tree peeping through the window and the squirrels and birds
dancing on the branches. In fact, my
story telling ability has matured and has become more real. Only my audience is
different. Earlier it was my school mates and now it is Ananya, Ajit and little
Suhani, my sister's daughter whenever she visits us.
Every year, both me
and my sister spend a month in the cottage, reliving our childhood with our
children. I do not know how long we will be able to manage these vacations but
till the time we can we want to make the most of it.